Im gay but i fell in love with a girl

So, before talking about what's happening inside my confused little queer brain, I need to set the environment I'm evolving in. I've always considered myself a gay man and I grew up in a very loving and accepting family. I've encountered some homophobia but was never shamed into hiding being gay or pretending to like girls or whatever.

I know it doesn't sound like a problem: "You're a man and you're obsessed with women? Have you considered running for president?! Of course, according to public perception of a gay man's official responsibilities, loving women is just my bedazzled cross to bear, the GBFF phenomenon being well documented, if only in its most base terms: Let's go shopping!

This Is What Happens When An Openly Gay Man Falls In Love With A Woman Sometimes there's no snappy way of putting it, no label that really describes how your head and your heart work.

This story starts on a rainy night in February, when my housemate Esther and I had been invited on an impromptu night out in east London. The two friends we went with indulged in a few too many pre-cab vodka squashes, and promptly got thrown out of a club by the bouncer. They stumbled off into the night together, leaving Esther and I alone and a little deflated at a night cut short.

I fell hard for my gay best male friend and he felt the same for me. When we finally told each other our feelings and took the scary step of going through with where our feelings led us it was amazing.

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Love is always complicated. I had been an openly gay man for six years when I fell in love with a woman I'd known since I was Growing up on the Isle of Wight, we bonded over.

Sometimes there's no snappy way of putting it, no label that really describes how your head and your heart work. I had been an openly gay man for six years when I fell in love with a woman I'd known since I was Growing up on the Isle of Wight, we bonded over adolescent heartbreak, which happened to me more than once as I got to know the boys in our year.